Was it possible for someone to be fixated on someone’s fixation?
Hokuto wondered this to himself as the plastic cap of his drink creaked as he nearly missed placing the straw in his mouth, his eyes only watching his boyfriend. Watching the way he licked his lips, enjoying his sweet summer treat.
He wasn't sure.
His throat tightened as Taiga smiled, opening his mouth to take in the shapely swirled tip.
But if it was, he was ashamed to admit just how much he thought of Taiga's oral fixation.
It had already been a while since Hokuto, and frankly Taiga, learned about Taiga's habits.
Life had more or less been the same since. School was the same. Their relationship was calm and steady. Their schedules remained consistent. Nothing really changed, aside from a couple of things in their love life, but in the whole scheme of things, that should have been minor.
It should have been, at least.
It should have been, but Hokuto was almost scared of his own hungry eyes whenever Taiga went to put something in his mouth.
It didn't really matter what it was, phallic or not. A candy, his chopsticks, the end of his pen, a thermometer, his toothbrush, it didn't matter.
As long as Hokuto got a glimpse of his straight white teeth and his pink tongue, his mind would think of the Taiga who said he loved to feel his cock in his mouth.
The heat had watered down his bitter iced coffee, but Hokuto hardly noticed the weakened bite as Taiga’s throat bobbed, swallowing the sweet sugar.
Ever since Taiga had told him just how much he loved to feel him on his tongue, he couldn't keep himself from taking advantage of it in every way he could, because how could he not?
If just sucking at his tongue made Taiga have shivers and letting him suck on his fingers made his eyes go hazy, what reason did Hokuto have to refuse? He enjoyed pleasure as much as seeing Taiga have his pleasure and if that meant letting him choke on his cock then, of course, Hokuto would let him.
But he couldn’t help but feel like he was sick. Like his brain was infected.
Taiga was doing something innocent. He, like any other person, liked to enjoy something cold on hot summer days to beat the heat and today, Taiga had picked a cone of soft serve.
He was eating and enjoying it like any human would, but Hokuto’s twisted mind couldn't keep him from watching with a perverse gaze.
His eyes followed Taiga’s lips as they pressed into the sculpted swirls, making them submit and melt to the heat of his skin before finishing with a gentle suck and lick of his lips. They stared with his pulse rising as the cream gathered on his cute pink tongue, dripping and melting and taking it into his mouth with a flick.
By the time he noticed that Taiga’s gaze caught his, it was far too late to pretend he hadn't been staring or that the straw of his iced coffee hadn't been mangled by his teeth.
“Is there something wrong?”
Yes.
“No…”
“... Really?”
No.
“Yes–”
“... Did you want some?”
Hokuto wanted something, but it wasn't the ice cream.
“No, it's okay. Just keep eating.”
It felt illegal.
It felt like this was something that he should have been watching in private in a dark room as Taiga parted his lips, opening them wide to take the tip of melting ice cream inside his mouth.
Taiga’s lips had always been pretty.
He had a small mouth with plump lips that curved into a picturesque smile whenever he smiled and laughed. If he was someone who wanted to use lip color or tint, he didn't need it as they were already the perfect shade of pink. Hokuto loved the way that even from his profile, Taiga’s lips could have been drawn by an artist from the way they curved into their beautiful shape. He loved the way they felt against his when he kissed him and he loved how they held back the sweet chuckle Taiga gave when he held back his laugh.
He loved them.
Yet, they began to feel like a curse as the imagery of exactly what Taiga’s mouth was capable of ever lingered in his mind as the cream melted and collected at the corners of his cute pink lips.
A swirl was formed in the dessert as Taiga sucked on the soft serve, leaving a mess on his face which he quickly cleaned with his tongue.
Hokuto had to pray as he felt like a sinner as Taiga tilted his head and began to lick and suck at the side of the dripping swirls at the base of the cone. Taiga simply enjoyed an innocent treat on a warm day while Hokuto’s mind was only filled with filth as he watched Taiga’s pink chill-swollen lips meld into the cream and his tongue drag and catch the stray drops that fell and rolled along his thin beautiful fingers.
“Are you sure you're okay?...” Taiga asked again, breaking Hokuto from his trance.
He drank from his coffee, the bland flavor not exactly giving the shock back to reality he hoped for.
“It's just a little hot…”
Taiga hummed, sucking at the tip of his treat once again.
“Do you want to go home soon then? It's only a couple blocks away.”
Hokuto did his best to not let the plastic cup crease under his grip.
“Sure. That sounds fine.”
“Can you wait until I finish this? Or do you–...”
Taiga trailed off as Hokuto reached over to wipe the ice cream from the tip of his nose.
Their eyes stayed locked even while Hokuto leaned in, presenting the spot of sugar to Taiga’s lips before Taiga graciously licked it up.
Hokuto spoke in a whisper to keep his words only between him and Taiga. They were still in public, after all, and strangers didn't need to know the words he spoke to him, but Taiga could only wonder if the way he reacted was enough to give anyone watching a clue of what Hokuto nearly said directly into his ear.
Hokuto’s breath was hot and his voice was deep and low as his face burned red, making him bite at the inside of his lip and his knees shift in place.
When Hokuto retreated back to a proper distance for ‘friends’ in public, Taiga made sure to watch Hokuto’s expecting eyes as he took another heavy lick and crunch into the side of the cone.
It was a shame because the ice cream was delicious.
But he was too excited to test Hokuto’s words as his hands nearly shook in anticipation before he threw the rest of it away, ultimately preferring to return home as quickly as they could.
“I'll wait as long as you need.”
“I was just wondering if it was okay if I could give your mouth a different treat in private.”
Taiga didn't have a chance to put away his keys before they both stumbled in through the door, Hokuto taking his chin to kiss him, tasting the traces of vanilla and cream on his lips.
“It tastes delicious…” Hokuto muttered as Taiga nipped at his bottom lip with a smile.
“You should have tasted the real thing.”
Hokuto shook his head, tugging at the corner of Taiga’s mouth with his thumb.
“No.”
“This tastes way better…”
A chuckle hummed in Taiga’s chest as opened his mouth, letting Hokuto insert his tongue and taste every corner of his mouth as he pulled at the taller man’s shirt, making them stagger. Slowly, Taiga led them to the couch as their lips battled until Hokuto’s heels made contact with the base of the seat.
If Hokuto hadn't pulled him down onto his lap as he sat, Taiga would have pushed him down onto the couch to straddle him as their lips remained crushed together. They fought for their own breaths as Hokuto grasped Taiga’s hips, pressing their bodies close together while Taiga quickly tangled his fingers in Hokuto’s hair.
A gasp left Taiga’s lips as Hokuto sucked at the tip of his tongue before it rolled into a groan from his throat as it always did from the shudder it sent through his body. Taiga’s sensitive spots were so easy to read and in these moments, Hokuto loved to take advantage of all of them, watching the haze that started to fill Taiga’s eyes as he ran his tongue over the roof of his mouth one moment before covering his lips and making a thorough mess between their kiss.
A silver string stretched between their tongues as Hokuto pulled back only to change their angle and kiss Taiga again. While Taiga was already so sweet on his own, the saliva that pooled at the back of Hokuto’s throat was flavored with sweet vanilla as he swallowed it graciously down his throat. But as his Adam's apple bobbed, Taiga pulled away, his eyes heavy with lust as he gazed down at him.
“Hokuto…”
“Fingers–...”
Ah. Hokuto adored this about Taiga and his fixation.
As much as Taiga loved the feeling of their tongues battling, during their intimate moments, Taiga always asked for Hokuto to put his fingers inside his mouth at least once.
Maybe some others would find it strange, but Hokuto couldn't get enough of how much Taiga seemed to love it. Not to mention that everything about Taiga’s lips and mouth were deeply sensual in a way that completely hypnotized him and pulled him in.
When Taiga opened his jaw after Hokuto tapped his bottom lip with his middle finger, he could see Taiga’s wet tongue waiting for him inside his mouth. It was ruby red and hot as the slick of the saliva they exchanged pulled across his teeth and molars, waiting to which Hokuto couldn't resist.
The moment he placed his fingers over it, a noise escaped from Taiga's throat that made it sound like Taiga had never tasted anything better. His hips slightly squirmed in Hokuto’s lap as his lips wrapped around the base of his digits while his tongue swirled around with the invading guests, coating them graciously before pushing them apart.
“Hhnm–... Mnmm…. Hhhaahh–!”
Taiga’s breath was hot and thick against his skin as Hokuto pried his mouth open, seeing Taiga's tongue curled around his knuckles without a second thought.
“Does it taste good?...” Hokuto asked on impulse.
He almost shuddered when Taiga grasped his wrist with both hands, his nails scratching into his skin while Taiga sank his teeth into his fingers to lead them further down his tongue.
As Taiga closed his lips around his fingers again, his eyes watery while he gazed into Hokuto’s eyes, he nodded.
It was incredible how fast the pressure below his belt became painful.
Taiga began to suck, moving his lips slowly up and down the digits. Quickly, his fingers were gleaming with the slick of Taiga’s tongue as his teeth nipped at his nail before his tongue parted the invaded guests between them.
“Taiga…”
Hokuto breathed his name as he felt Taiga’s whimper vibrate against him once he pulled his hips tight against his lap, letting him feel the bulge that was growing in his pants.
It only got worse as Taiga let the fingers slip out from his mouth to kiss where they connected to his palm down to his wrist, all the while his heated gazed stayed locked on his between his grasp.
Hokuto swallowed hard before he smeared the slick saliva over Taiga’s curled lips and angled jaw.
“Can I give you your treat?...”
Instantly, the hazy look in Taiga’s eyes began to burn with excitement before he crushed their lips together.
As their tongues tangled, Taiga was already undoing Hokuto’s belt and digging his fingers into his shirt to pull his tuck loose. While Taiga’s hands kept busy, hastily undoing his clothes, Hokuto pulled him close, holding his chin and leading the back of his nape to deepen their kiss.
Certainly, there were men out there that would love nothing more than to brag about how much their partner loved oral. They would boast in bars about how they could get them on their knees and treat them like kings while their length was polished by their lover’s mouths as they spoke with their noses in the air with a wave of superiority.
But Hokuto never thought about that once.
Of course, he loved it. It felt good and Taiga only got better with each time. He wouldn't have fantasized about it had it been anything short of incredible.
But as Taiga got off his lap to settle between his knees, he could only think about one thing as he watched Taiga pull down the band of his underwear with a slow lick of his lips.
Hokuto cupped his cheek and whispered softly.
“I love you…”
Taiga smiled as he leaned in.
“I love you too.”
The only thing more wonderful than having someone like Kyomoto Taiga service him with his mouth was watching just how much Taiga loved it.
Taiga kissed and licked at his length like it was sweeter than any treat, running this tongue along the shaft and sucking on the veins like nothing tasted better. He sucked and licked with such fervor as if he would sooner disappear before letting him get his fill.
And that was only the start.
Taiga hadn't even put him inside his mouth yet.
Hokuto let out a slow sigh as he tucked Taiga’s lengthened hair behind his ear, letting him cleanly press kisses from his base to the tip, before his breath hitched from the tight pumps Taiga stroked up and down his cock, just to encourage the dripping of his pre-cum so he could lap it all up with his tongue in one swipe.
It was like a ritual.
Taiga would always tease him until his length would twitch from just his breath, ensuring that it was engorged and desperate to the point of weeping as he played with it just a bit more.
Kissing and licking, doing everything but taking him into his mouth until all Hokuto could do was quietly beg with his hand caressing under his throat and chin.
Every time, Hokuto swore he could have came just from the way Taiga’s lips parted with his tongue out.
But he always resisted to see and feel his cock slowly make its way into his beautiful boyfriend’s mouth.
“Nn…ngh…. Hhnnm—”
Taiga didn't waste time taking as much as he could. He let out shallow soft breaths through his nose while he slowly began to work his mouth on Hokuto’s length, loving each moment it twitched and throbbed when he sucked down on it tightly.
There was truly no better feeling. Hokuto was hot in his mouth as the inner walls of his cheeks tightened down on it, making him salivate while the head slid and pushed up and down along his tongue. He loved the way it made his jaw open wide and his mouth feel full as it reached close to the back of his throat. He loved how it made it hard to breath while he stared at his boyfriend’s toned navel, watching how it tensed and flexed as more passed his lips.
He loved that Hokuto loved his fixation as the small apartment filled with only filthy sounds and Hokuto’s heavy breathing before he came up for air.
As he licked and sucked at the underside of the bellend, Taiga couldn't help but smile before catching the bead of pre-cum that formed with the flat of his tongue.
Hokuto’s body was so honest.
It had already gotten so much bigger. Even the veins had become more defined while Taiga pumped it slowly with his hand.
It was so cute. Taiga kissed the tip as if to reward it before putting it back inside his mouth, humming from the feeling of the new way his jaw had to stretch to take it all in.
“Mmn… Nn-.....”
“Taiga…”
He almost didn't hear Hokuto call his name as his mind was consumed by the weight on his tongue and the prodding against the back of his throat, unbeknownst to Hokuto watching the way his hips began to roll and rock by themselves as he worked.
It was only until Hokuto’s fingers slowly combed through his hair that he finally stopped, releasing him from his mouth with a soft pop.
“Mnn?”
“Can… Can I—....”
“... W-Will you let me–?...”
At first, Taiga didn't really understand what his boyfriend meant. Hokuto had always been a man of few words when it came to his desires, but there wasn't much for Taiga to decipher.
He just looked up at Hokuto with a questioning look (honestly, a view that he loved) as Hokuto’s fingers traveled to the back of his head.
It only made sense once the grip tightened on the back of his hair and the gentle tug that followed brought the head of Hokuto’s cock to nudge against his lips.
He caught himself, his hands placing against Hokuto’s inner thighs as his eyes flickered between the needy cock before him and the needy melting gaze of his boyfriend while he whispered again.
Just the implications alone were enough to nearly make him go dizzy.
“... Please…”
Yes.
Absolutely.
Yes. Please. Do it. Do everything.
Mess me up until I can't think anymore.
Taiga was thinking all of that and more, but all he could do was open his mouth with his tongue out, eager and willing for whatever Hokuto wanted to do.
Hokuto was gentle.
Of course, he was gentle, even when leading Taiga’s mouth down onto his cock, pushing himself inside.
It was one of the reasons Taiga loved him so much.
His pace was slow and easy. He didn't push too hard and he lovingly cradled the back of his head as he guided his mouth up and down his shaft.
Taiga hummed lightly as Hokuto’s fingers tightened in his hair, leading Taiga to clutch his useless hands into Hokuto’s jeans as he let Hokuto have all control and let himself simply enjoy the invading heat.
It was so hot and thick. It felt so good.
It felt so wonderful in his mouth and all over his body as shocks tingled through his person each time Hokuto inched himself closer and closer towards the back of his throat.
Taiga almost didn't want to let go when Hokuto pulled him off of him, his mouth parting with a wet gasp. His tongue was sticky and dripping with stretching strings of saliva churned with traces of semen as he panted for a breath.
He would have swallowed it if Hokuto hadn't pushed his thumb past his lips, slipping the digit over his tongue.
“Are you okay–?”
God.
He was more than okay.
Taiga replied by only sucking on the intruding thumb and nipping gently on his knuckle before swirling his tongue around him.
He could tell Hokuto was satisfied with that answer, but before he could pull his hand away, Taiga caught his wrist and replaced his thumb with the long fingers of Hokuto’s index and middle fingers into his mouth. He coated them thoroughly inside his mouth with his tongue before showing his boyfriend just how far down they could go down his throat without choking.
Not that Hokuto really needed to be shown, though.
He had seen just how much Taiga was willing to swallow before coming up for air before and he could only see this as an invitation.
Hokuto pinched at Taiga’s wet tongue, receiving a moan with parted lips.
He swore he could see the puffs of Taiga’s hot breath leave his open mouth as he stared up at him with hazy eyes. Webs of saliva stretched over his molars and canines while the heat of breath huffed past his fingers.
“Again?...”
Taiga nodded maybe just a touch too enthusiastically as Hokuto pulled his fingers from his mouth, only to quickly replace it with his length.
And this time, he made sure to reach the back of his throat.
Taiga nearly choked.
His body shuddered from the sudden force, but before Hokuto could pull back, Taiga yanked at his jeans, only to plead to him to continue to which Hokuto didn't hesitate. He held Taiga down on himself despite the twitching of his shoulders, his throat full and unable to breathe until Hokuto finally released him, pulling back with a desperate gasp.
As Taiga coughed and panted for air, Hokuto felt the need to apologize.
Maybe this time he had gone too far. Every human had their limits and that didn't exclude Taiga.
Yet, the guilt quietly faded when he heard the shifting of fabric and Taiga’s soft whimpers as Taiga raised his head to meet his eyes.
His arm was between his legs, rubbing at the bulge that had undoubtedly formed in his pants as he leaned into him again. His eyes were watery with tears but gave a melted gaze as his swollen lips glimmered with the mess they made together as they formed a single word.
“... More…”
Hokuto thought he would go dizzy.
All the blood from his brain ran to other places as Taiga took his hand and buried it back into his hair before he lovingly kissed and licked at the engorged head of his cock.
Hokuto had to close his eyes to compose himself after Taiga positioned himself before him.
His mouth wide open, ready to continue.
Shit.
If this was what Taiga wanted, who was Hokuto to not deliver?
Hokuto gave him exactly what he wanted as he pulled down the corner of Taiga’s lip and easily slid himself up along Taiga’s welcoming tongue.
Before pushing himself all the way in.
“Nnnh–!! Ggnn—!”
Taiga’s throat lurched and his eyes built tears as his chest forced a cough. Hokuto filled up every inch of his mouth and his throat as his body fought back in every way possible but Taiga just gripped into Hokuto’s jeans, gasping as Hokuto drew his hips back only to shove himself back into his throat again and again.
Of course, Hokuto worried each time Taiga’s body writhed and squirmed when it fought for air, but he knew it wasn't only his pleasure as Taiga’s hips desperately rolled and rocked against his own hand. It urged Hokuto to hold Taiga down again, making him swallow him whole as the moans and whines felt amazing, humming vibrations down his shaft before Hokuto bucked to draw out another.
“Nn–!... Hh– nngn—--”
“Fuck– haa–... Taiga–...”
As they found their pace, the sounds that were made from Taiga's mouth were absolutely filthy. They would surely make the boldest of men blush from the slick and sloppy sounds that echoed through the small apartment as Hokuto thrust himself into Taiga’s mouth and down his throat. They were wet and messy as neither of them relented, Taiga sucking and lapping at Hokuto’s cock with fervor, not even pausing to clean the trail that slowly dribbled down from his lips to his chin and neck, with Hokuto’s hand still tightly secured in his hair.
Taiga’s eyes were glazed over as he gave himself into Hokuto’s control, letting his boyfriend use him completely as he wanted.
If Hokuto wanted him to swallow him whole, he would. If Hokuto wanted him to suck on the head of his cock, he would. If Hokuto wanted him to run his lips and tongue against his shaft that was slick with his saliva, he would.
Because all of it felt good.
All of it tickled that sensation that sent sparks down his spine. All of it hit those sweet spots that made Taiga’s whole body set on fire. All of it itched that itch inside of him that couldn't be reached unless his mouth was being violated in just the right way. It was the heat and the feeling of skin against his lips and his mouth made him shudder while he only wanted was more.
But over all of that and over all the wonderful pleasures that sucking on Hokuto’s manhood brought, was Hokuto himself.
Of course, Taiga loved to feel good, but Hokuto feeling good with him only made it that much better.
Taiga loved the way Hokuto throbbed against the roof of his mouth. He loved the taste of his leaking arousal on his tongue. He loved how Hokuto’s breath hitched every time he sucked particularly hard and how he groaned his name whenever he made their eyes meet while his mouth was full of his affection.
Taiga loved everything and if making a mess of his throat and mouth was the only cost, Taiga was more than happy to pay the price to see the furrow in his cute boyfriend's brow and hear the quiet moans from his throat when he sucked on the vein under his cock.
“Nnh.. hhgnn– haah–nnhh!!”
“Taiga–!...”
Taiga dug his nails into Hokuto’s hand as it tightened in his hair and Hokuto began to quicken his pace. He moved Taiga’s up and down his shaft, giving him little room to breathe each time his length began to pound and bruise the back of his throat.
He knew Taiga couldn't breathe, but the way Taiga started to vigorously pump his own length told him not to stop. Even still, Hokuto wasn't sure if he could stop himself if he wanted to. Taiga's mouth was like a miracle around him, sucking tightly with a tongue that cushioned the head of his cock every time it made its way down his throat.
It didn't take much longer to cum. Especially when Taiga seemed to be enjoying it just as much.
“T-Taiga—! I'm—!!”
Hokuto shoved Taiga’s mouth all the way down his shaft. His nose buried into his pubic bone as his body violently lurched, struggling against its instincts to gag and cough as Hokuto spilled himself deep into his throat. Hokuto could feel it tighten around him, swallowing once or twice as he came in pulses, and once his high began to curb, he finally pulled Taiga off of his spent cock.
Immediately, Taiga began to cough, the milky fluid he couldn't take dripping from his mouth and rolling down the end of his tongue as he gasped for air. He breathed in pants with his mouth open, letting the mess mix with his own release that stained the floor as he caught his breath while Hokuto collapsed back.
His eyes were blurry and his mind was thick with a haze. He was panting for his own breath as he finally released his fingers from Taiga’s hair while his body was still coming down from its peak.
There was really no surprise why he became so fixated.
Whoever could resist the thoughts of their partner after doing something like this was a much stronger man than he was, because now Hokuto wasn't sure he would ever be able to remove the detailed imagery from his mind. He was as obsessed with playing with Taiga’s mouth as Taiga was with having him insert his fingers and tongue between his teeth, but beyond it all, he loved Taiga.
Hokuto would love Taiga just as much with or without his fixation. After all, he fell in love with him before knowing anything about it. It just happened to be a surprising add on.
And like always, he was ready to pamper his partner after he had stretched the limits of his body for their play.
But before he could even fully recover, he felt a kiss on his still twitching tip and a lick under its head.
Through his hazy vision, he saw Taiga wiping up the mess on his lips and chin with his finger before licking it all off and swallowing it all down with a bob of his smooth throat.
If that didn't already revitalize his manhood, then the way Taiga began to clean him with his mouth and his tongue certainly did.
“Taiga– wait–”
Hokuto placed his hand on Taiga’s shoulder and tried to push him away, but his weak willed efforts weren't nearly enough to get Taiga to stop.
He ignored him completely as he began to press loving kisses along the base of his shaft, the sweet gesture spiking Hokuto’s blood from the stark contrast from the forceful and lustful acts they just committed.
Hokuto gave a shaky sigh before brushing his thumb along Taiga’s cheek, drawing his gaze up to him while the other continued to dote gently on his returning erection.
“... Wasn't enough?...”
Taiga hummed, giving him a slow long stroke before kissing under the head.
“Mmn… I guess not.”
He chuckled as Hokuto cupped his fingers under his chin and drew him away from his favorite toy to share a kiss.
“Can I have another serving?”